The day I started a blog.....

Why am I doing this i wonder? I know its because I bored and unemployed because I recall countless times when I have started a diary only for it to be disgarded a week later. I wonder if i can actually do this thing, but if I do, do i have to call myself a blogger? I hate that word sooo much.....blog. Sounds like some sort of phlem or something that comes erupting from your body during surgery. "Oh no she is blogging everywhere! The blog is obstructing her lungs, we have to drain all this blog!!!" Hmmmm I am very sceptical about this whole idea and think I will not reveal to the world my every thought just yet. I think I like the idea of just an online journal, diary, etc, not blog please anything but blog. Am I in blog denial? Anyways...